YAY! A cute boy at my job! It is very rare that there are cute boys where I work. When there are, I get ever so happy! Too bad he couldn’t have been more than 21…
So…I have become boy crazy…but I don’t want any of the boys that I can easily…have. This is becoming a problem for me. There is this guy at work…a totally great guy from what I can tell, who keeps asking me out…and I have told him that I will go out with him (as friends)…but then something happens and I can’t go…or he can’t go…but he is so freaking persistent! And I feel bad, because I am just not interested in dating him. Which I thought I had made clear…but it has had no affect at all. I don’t know what to do about it…because I wouldn’t mind hanging out with him…BUT only that…hanging out…with other people…not like…a date. I don’t want to hurt his feelings, but I don’t know how else to say NO without being a bitch. Any suggestions???
It is so weird that all of the guys that I meet are either instant friends of mine or they become…weird. Like, the last guy I dated got completely psychotic on me…and we dated only briefly…like, I am not even sure if you could call it dating…that was in December…and he acts like I am a bitch because I don’t call him back when he calls. HELLO? After you go nuts on someone, the likelihood of them wanting to talk to you is very slim.
And anyone who reads my blog knows about the damn psycho married guy whom I knew for 3.5 seconds before he started flipping out on me…and I am not going to go further into my past than that, those two say enough…What can I do to make this stop? Why are all of the guys I come in contact with FREAKS? Something should be done about this.

I am not saying, by any means, that this guy at my job is a psycho…(not yet anyway)…he is a super-nice guy…I will cut him.