I am not really excited abot this New Years...I don't really want to do anything. I kind of want to hibernate for tonight. I don't like bars and clubs on nights like this because they are so crowded that I feel as though my lungs might collapse. I hate crowds. Tiff really wants to go to this show, which neither of us can really afford to go to anyway and besides that, once we get there, we won't be able to buy any drinks. What to do, what to do...

I heard once that the way that you spend your New Year's Eve will tell how the rest of your year will go. I don't want to spend it in a bar with people that I don't know. I want to spend it with people that I love. Too bad D's party will be infested with crazy. God knows I don't need any more crazy in my life.