I am really kind of tired of this town. I run into too many people who know too much. Everyone I see when I leave the house is someone that I could happily live the rest of my life without ever seeing again. Why is that? And why do I know everyone in this damn town? Sometimes I just want to be invisible. It would be so nice if I could go out and just go completely unnoticed and not have to worry about running into someone from school and having to pretend that I care that they have 13 kids now and are marrying that crackhead that got them pregnant. I don’t want to see those people and wear a fake smile for 45 minutes while they drone on about how good it is to see someone from school…because, being as sarcastic as I possibly can be, that NEVER happens in the biggest small town on the planet that is my home. You can’t escape it. And sometimes…I just want to start over. Somewhere else. Where I can let go of all the maddening bullshit that happened to me since I have been here. The stupid shit that continues to haunt me whenever I see a face from my past…seeing these people makes me seriously wonder how I turned out at least seemingly normal…these people that I went to school with must have come from Mars! I don’t get it…I want them to go away so that I don’t have to leave…and can peacefully remain sane…