12.05.2004

Time...

When I was a kid...and I thought about 25, it sounded so old. And I always figured that I would be married by now. I thought that I would have 2.5 children and a stupid dog. Now, 25 stares me in the face and I realize, I don't like children. And I don't like dogs. Hell, I don't even know if I like men enough to marry one.

It is really strange how the way you think, changes so much from the time you are 16 to the time that you are 25. I have changed infinitely in these years. My mind has changed, my face has changed, my hairstyle has even changed (which, if you knew me back in the day, you know, is a HUGE deal).

I am tired. I am tired of thinking so much about what I could be doing now. I am sick of knowing that I may have missed opportunities to be something great. I wanted to have something to show for myself by now. I wanted to have accomplished something big. Something...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yeah well hair down to your butt is sexy. Thats all I have to say about that um k.

Astrid said...

Haha .. yes, I know the feeling, but life is what you make of it and you are NEVER too old to have dreams and to try and accomplish them! If you want something go for it all the way and don't let anything or anyone stop you!!! Ho, ho, ho, Merry X-mas!!!