Well, it has been confirmed. Friend’s brother IS digging me and it does make me terribly uncomfortable. I hung out with all of them last night and it was confirmed. I really think he is a nice guy and everything but I am not sure how I feel about all of the other stuff. It makes me nervous. D is one of my best friends and I don’t want anything to get in the way of that. Not that I would let a boy do that, but I don’t know how she feels about all of this. She hasn’t mentioned anything. And I am sure she has noticed the way he has been acting lately. There is only one word to describe it…weird. So anyway, things are strange and I am not sure how to approach the situation without offending anyone, but I really want him to stop trying to kiss me!

I am so sick of things like this happening. Although, I know this is partially my fault because I did kiss him back the first time this happened. But it was 6am and we had been partying all night. I can’t be held responsible for that when I am deliriously tired and have been drinking all night. And him too. He was ridiculously drunk! I thought that it was safe to say that it was like…a slip up…and that it wouldn’t happen again and that neither of us would want it to. It was just a kiss…geez…

So…Tuesday started out shitty. The power went out again, so my alarm didn’t go off, so I was an hour late to work. Not that I really mind being in bed longer than I am supposed to be. But I hate being late. Because then, I am even MORE likely to just NOT go to work. I really loathe my job. It doesn’t take much for me to be convinced that I should stay home. I should have stayed home. Home is where my cat is.

I really miss Tory and Eppernepperhart and Brandy and ZH. Is there a rule that all of my best friends have to live in different states? You guys SUCK, just so you know. I know at least two of you will read this eventually and when you do, I hope you feel terrible for leaving me here by myself! Jackasses.