I worked too many hours today. My brain hurts just thinking about the pile of paperwork that still sits in my in-box. I want to hide. But hiding can only make this worse.

After work, Casper and I went to buy some trinkets and a vibrator for Sandy’s bachelorette party. Sandy is a sweet girl, but like someone else I know, is afraid of vibrators. Afraid of anything overtly sexual, actually. I can’t figure it out. So, Casper and I, having threatened to buy it for a long time now, decided to make good. I can’t wait to see her little, innocent face turn purple.

The party is on Saturday. Casper and I put the thing together. I am wondering how many people will actually show. Sandy isn’t really the most outgoing, and she doesn’t really have a large group of friends. She has her fiancé and a few of us who hang around occasionally, but not a substantial amount of girlfriends. I am hoping that this is special for her. She deserves it, she’s a good girl.

Although her wedding is on a day that I would just rather stay home, I hope that she has a good marriage. She deserves that too. She needs someone to take care of. She is one of those rare people in the world who, when she loves someone, is completely selfless and devoted. I am baffled by her ability to think not of herself. I am baffled by her ability to look past so much (like she did in her last relationship). I am thrilled that she found someone to take care of. Because we all know its what she wanted. And she found someone who loves her completely, I believe. How wonderful for her to have what she deserves.

It is always inspiring, and while, I don’t think that I could ever be truly happy in the path that she has chosen for herself, I think it is beautiful that she is.