Today was the fourth anniversary of Matt's death. It felt somewhat strange not to have mentioned it out loud, but I didn't. I get the feeling that people would rather not remember this day in history but I feel that it helps me. I mean, obviously, it makes me want to cry a lot and stuff...but it helps me to remember him. It was a horrible day and that won't be disputed, but somehow, for me, remembering what it was like, makes me feel human...and sometimes I need that kick in the ass to remind me that I am.
I'm not gonna get all mushy and shit...I just thought I should mention what today is. I thought I should mention it here, so as not to disrupt the universe with an actual conversation about it.
That said, I hope that everyone had a good day...and I hope that all of you (and you know who you are...) had a little moment of Matt-ness. I did.