Today was the fourth anniversary of Matt's death. It felt somewhat strange not to have mentioned it out loud, but I didn't. I get the feeling that people would rather not remember this day in history but I feel that it helps me. I mean, obviously, it makes me want to cry a lot and stuff...but it helps me to remember him. It was a horrible day and that won't be disputed, but somehow, for me, remembering what it was like, makes me feel human...and sometimes I need that kick in the ass to remind me that I am.

I'm not gonna get all mushy and shit...I just thought I should mention what today is. I thought I should mention it here, so as not to disrupt the universe with an actual conversation about it.

That said, I hope that everyone had a good day...and I hope that all of you (and you know who you are...) had a little moment of Matt-ness. I did.

Goodnight, Internet.

1 comment:

Mia said...

I didn't know him, but I do know that it always helps me just to talk about it a bit. Or at least just a mention. Some memories are best kept for ourselves, yanno?

Hope you're doing ok. :-)